Hi, let's make it clear about today's title. The Life of Pi-zza, my name is Firzanah also known as Pizzahut and Piranha by those people who likes to make fun of my name when I was in school. I guess that's why I don't tell people about my real name when they first know me...and that's quite similar to the story of The Life of Pi. I bet most people already watch the movie,the story about a guy named Piscine Molitor Patel who experienced the same thing when people like to make fun with his name. I know how it feels to be hurt and teased, but hey life isn't always easy.



So I've learnt a lot from the movie, he proved that his name has something to do with the Pi formula, 3.142 and turn out to memorized the whole numbers for the formula. At that moment I realized that all those jokes and teases make me stand up and be who I am now. The movie is also based on metaphors, I know whenever I tell my friends about this movie, they would probably don't understand the scripts and I don't blame them. Maybe I can understand the story because I'm a writer, we learn from observation and we mostly can easily feel what others feel........I admit, I can be too sensitive sometimes. The best story always come from the real life experience, normal people who do extraordinary things to overcome the obstacles that blocking their way to success. Why do I sound so serious today? I workout too hard and I had a severe fever....something to do with dehydration. There's another reason why I sounded so serious,

I sounded so serious because I can finally prove to other people that I can be a very successful writer and a well-known person one day, for winning The Highest Votes and The Most Popular Blogpost for Maybank Foundation and Perdana Foundation Leadership. This means a lot to me, as it is the platform for me to stand out in the public eyes. I may not be a champion yet, but I still have time to learn a lot from the people who are more experienced in writing. This is the highest achievement I ever achieved and I hope I could get a place to win this competition. I would like to say thank you to my readers who voted for my essay and I'm very grateful to have wonderful readers like you guys whether you are a silent reader, a random stalker and everyday people who read my blog. A million thanks to you guys!



Not to forget, I would also like to thank to those people who like to made fun of my name wait....Why do I thank them? Because without them, I might be in my comfort zone and do nothing to discover the "talent" I have. Writing isn't always about words, it's a passion. So that's all for The Life of Pi-zza. :).

Heyho, hiatus for several months......from a flowery field of words my blog just turn into a desert of dust. My mind goes crazy when the things that I wanted to tell the world......can't be spoken out...there's no excitement when I want to open my mouth...there's just no Livin La Vida Loca...urgh? Sorry I was just listening to this song and the word for crazy in Spanish is Loca. Yea...and people start to miss me around here right? Yes...No...Maybe? Pffft okay I get it...only my cat misses me that much :P.

888, the figure of LUCK for Chinese and the symbol of INFINITY, 8 means stable or the infinite of calculation,hey I'm not a math genius or a Chinese Feng Shui specialist or whatever...I'm writing about the dream that I had for the past almost two years....erm... Maybe a year and 4 months. Hurm, dreaming the same person all over again....sounds crazy? Yea sometimes when I woke up I just banged my head on the wall....so who's that person? Let just say a not so mysterious guy. Do I know him? Technically yes.....physically no.

I dreamed about this not so mysterious guy for 8 times.....including last year, different locations,different environment, 2 similar expressions and last but not least.....the dreams never come to an end. So after recorded this guy in my memory, this 8th time dream was really stressful.... I mean like I had a fight with this not so mysterious guy....and I feel bad about it until now. Of course people would say....come on you just think too much or it's just your mind games. Your imaginations are too wild....heh I had to admit that my imaginations really caused me a lot of trouble. Too much of thinking hurts the heart and kill my brain.

The more I try to forget this not so mysterious guy.....the more he showed up...in my mind. Every single day, every second, every breath I take...ok that's too over hehehehehe. So is it LUCK or INFINITY? Lucky to be running around my mind...or this madness will continue to stuck in my brain for Infinity? For INFINITY and BEYOND said Buzz Lightyear.... and 1 of the dreams was still fresh to be rewind, I met this not so mysterious guy on this red bridge with his face was leaning down and at the same time he was smiling while he was listening to the things I've said....but in every dream that I had about this not so mysterious guy....he only smiles and never say a word to me even though the last dream I was fighting with him....and all I can see is his expressions.

I don't know when this is going to end....but I wish in some way to make this not so mysterious guy understand.....that I always have him lingering around in my mind. You're just so different