Writing English essays might be a problem for some people,but that is the only thing that I enjoy doing...I always spend my time helping those who need first before I start doing my essay.Sometimes when some people that really wanted my help keep forcing me to think,the ideas get fed up with them and start to hide themselves.The idea bulb won't lights up.They would mock me" Eh cepatlah! Ko kan pandai benda ni semua!Esok nak hantar tau!"
If I'm a genius,your work would be done in a jiffy! I got my own essay to finish too,but if I kept forced by the one who doesn't want to think.....the force of my brain just won't work.I can't work under pressure....so I end up helping them without finishing my own essay.The good thing is,my teacher always ask my help to count those books and send them to teacher's room -phew-my book would be excluded heee XP.When you got something,don't let people take advantage on you.Of course sometimes that I felt like shouting to stop forcing me but my mind keep telling me that "What if they were too panic and really wanted my help so bad?So they acted that way".I would feel fine if they pronounce the word "Thank You".
It feels good when I start to finish my own essay,all the ideas get into place and I feel like my mind couldn't stop thinking on what to write and the ideas usually come like bullets from machine guns firing at my head."You want us?Here we come!"<----blow my mind please! Haha but there was a time that I couldn't sleep because I prepared so much ideas for my debate speech and my mind just seems hungry for more.The next day,I've been told that I was better than the winning team but luck wasn't on my side and my team mates were first timers....so it's not their fault either.
So everything seems nice when it comes naturally without being forced :)
Starwars :May the force be with you!