Thursday,10th May 2012.It's been 3 days I've been going to school as a 6 former along my best buddy Nisa at SMK ****,so far...it's okay I guess.The first impression that I get is the weird stares from juniors,they usually see me wearing plaid shirt and jeans to school as my mom's secretary hehe and then they saw me in a school uniform with a pair of black leather shoes....they kept whispering to each other when they saw me....ummm gossiping?You don't know me,kids and I don't know you so we are even.
Nisa and I were kinda hoping to get out from the school ASAP.My mom thinks the same,I'm not comfortable when my mom is the boss and my mom is not comfortable too.Huhuhu I've been an undercover student for 3 days,almost everyone didn't know that I'm the boss's daughter until....my mom asked me"Ja...fail mana fail nama-nama Form 6?" ......a friend that I knew from my primary school over heard and she suddenly "Ohhh,patutlah macam kenal! Rupanya mak kau".
I was...Oh No! "Jiran la,bukan mak kita".Nisa was in a bad temper when this particular girl keep telling other people that I'm the boss's daughter. Errrgh! "Eh,kalau dia cakap jiran jiran lah".So far Nisa and Emma are the only people that knew about me and my mom."Ish dah la mak dia,pastu tak nak mengaku"
It's not about the "Admitting",it's about the problems that might appear when people know who I am.
So it's not easy,not as easy like other people thought it would be.Oh man!....tomorrow is going to be another orientation day...
On this afternoon,I had to stay back with mom until 3 PM.I was walking alone and carrying a file to go home,suddenly a trio of juniors was talking to each other while walking.I was in a hurry so I walk quickly to pass them awkwardly 1 of them greeted me with a sarcastic manner "Assalamualaikum Ustazah,Hahahahahahahahahahhaah"she laughed loudly.Apparently she's a Form 2 student,2 of her friends didn't laugh,they knew I'm a senior although I might look like their age.Nobody was laughing at her sarcastic greet.If it's not because of my patience,the file that I held might be used to slap her face and there was a Form 5 student was watching me from far<--- A silent witness was there,I couldn't slap her in public in order to save her from the humiliation.But I told about this in public anyway hahaha XD.
"Patience Firzanah,they are just 14 year old kids who are retarded,you are almost 18 and you are way smarter than them who have the IQ level of 5 year old children"my heart tells me not to slap her.I know why she called me Ustazah,my "tudung" that I wear to school is from SMKA.Kid,today is your lucky day,if I see you again tomorrow and doing the same greet to me.My hands would probably doing high fives on your left and right cheeks.My yellow uniforms are not finish yet so when I'll start wearing them next week,be careful to who you are talking to,If I ever see your face again,you're "dead".So the conclusion is....Form 6 ain't cool without the yellow uniform! Hahahah XD.
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