Liselle Moncherie

Monday, May 7, 2012 @ 4:57 PM  |  28 Comment(s)

Today,marks the day when some of us are happy and some of us don't well the way I see myself...I might check in at Tanjung Rambutan tomorrow.Yes,you guess it I didn't get it.The whole interview thing is a waste of time and money,if they didn't convince me that day I won't put my hope at a very high level.....now if the interviewers are infront of me.....I might strangle them and ask "What did I do wrong?Tell me now! What! What is it? Am I not good enough? Oh wait...there are millions of other people just like me..."

Next time,if you don't like to interview me,don't give me the sign of  an"Agreement"! I'm tired all of these time wasting...plus...the other part of me died.Kapoot! Gone for good...it's like dead and gone...I might bored you with my frustrations....lately I've been doing my best,but it's not good enough.It never stops just like a figure 8.Never stops....I answered all your questions,with such enthusiasm.Calmly without panicking! I've done nothing wrong....nothing! You told me "We are not based on papers~" well I don't believe it.That's it I'm going to school and take Mass Communications instead of TESL!

I don't mind if I sucks during the interview but I did it well,I did it as planned....Why didn't I get it? Why tell me! My eyes are raining with tears I don't know when will I stop flooding my house...I can't see....

My cousin saw me with a box of tissues,she didn't ask me...she could guess what's going on.Aunt Nomi held my face...her cold hands tries to comfort me...she wiped my eyes "Masuk Form 6,makcik rasa ada hikmah ni,dah dah tak nak sedih-sedih.Form 6 lagi banyak peluang lagi pun mama kan ajar form 6,nanti boleh jadi lawyer....boleh lebih score lagi....dah dah"...I don't know....I feel like vomiting and lock myself   in the toilet...I couldn't breathe...I couldn't see...my body is shaking....like a Parkinson's disease sufferer....my eyes couldn't stop.....crying...

Blogger Lady Windsor SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 5:08 PM  

Is it? U already knew the result? Ok..let me tell u..this is not the end of the road...there's a long journey you hv to explore..believe me...form six is among the best season..u know why? Because you are senior @school...I like the situation..:)

Pls..don't waste the tissue...

Blogger Nur Jumiatul Hidayah ♥ SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 5:43 PM  

after all,
Allah is the planner.
except the faith.
mungkin ada hikmahnya yg lebih besar
jgn soal2 mcm ni, seolah2 akk tolak takdir Allah,
remember whatever happens
we come from Him and to Him we get back.
jgn lupa tu akk. :')
His the Creator, and only His plans bring to happy endings. not ours

Blogger deno SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 6:06 PM  

oh my dear liselle... sabar ya... mungkin rezeki liselle di tempat ;ain.. jangan putus asa ya sayang.. seperti yang liselle selalu beri sis semangatm liselle pun kena semangat ya... never give up!

Blogger Anis Azziyati Juhari ツ SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 6:13 PM  

liselle ....

interviewer uitm tu sgt-sgt-sgt-sangat rugi sbb dah terlepas pndang seorg anak melayu yg bakal mengubah teknik pembelajaran & pengjaran subjek bhsa inggeris d malaysia. biarlah..dorg yg rugi,bkn awak . jdi , awk tabahkanlah hati ya ! bykkan berdoa . smua ni sentiasa ada hikmah tersembunyi . igt post lama awak , ALLAH merencanakan sesuatu yg lebih baik dri TESL . keep moving forward ! there must be something for you to achieve .
form 6 ? form 6 dah byk brubah start batch kita ni . igt , sijil stpm tu level-A . so after form6 , you may study oversea if you want to.
smile liselle , SMILE !
hadapi semua ni dgn senyuman =)

okey ?
take care my dear !

Blogger Miss S SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 6:33 PM  

Liselle, sabar ea? kena kuatkan semangat. Allah tahu apa yang terbaik. Kena yakin dengan Dia, okay? Saya sentiasa doakan yang terbaik untuk awk, Liselle :') Don't give up ! Banyak lagi yang kita kena hadapi sama sama :)

Blogger Haruno Hana 하나 SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 6:47 PM  

sabar Liselle :) Allah knows best sbb tu rezeki awak xde utk TESL.. who knows? maybe awak akn dpt yg lebih baik drpd TESL even awak betul2 nakkan TESL.. you can do it girl! jangan sedih2.. kami pun sedih kalau awak sedih.. :(

Blogger Nedy Zulkifli SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 6:48 PM  

jaja, kuatkan semangat, Allah knows the best. yakinlah keputusan ni adalah yang terbaik di sisi Allah. mungkin Allah ada rancangan yang jauh lebih hebat untuk kau. just like me, aku pun tak dapat cos yang aku mintak, aku dapat cos yang aku tak minat. bukan kau sorang je frust, aku, bb, nani and some of our friends :')Rezeki kau bukan kat situ. be strong dear ! xx

Blogger ell lina SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 7:06 PM  

dear liselle..be strong girl..liselle yg slalu buat post lucu2..yg buat sy gelak bila baca entri dia..bukan liselle yg ni..ada hikmah liselle xleh amik TESL uitm..mane tau kot2 kalau kt uitm liselle bla3..sape tau kan??mne tau kalau liselle amik f6 liselle dpt tonjolkan bakat liselle dlm BI tu kan??who knows..liselle bawak hepy2 k bebeh..jangan nanges kuat sgt..nanti banjir smpai ke klate ni kot..ahhaha..xp

Blogger Miss Purple SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 7:33 PM  

Firzanah, it's okay, dear..Allah s.w.t may planned something better for you..Be strong, okay...You already did a good job during the interview, nothing waste...

Just pray and never give up, then it will do! okay, dear, smile =D

Blogger Boni JLL3 SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 9:33 PM  

liselle..dah2..jangan sedih2 ye.. ingat.. semua tu adalah rancangan Yang Maha Esa. Dia lebih tau apa yang terbaik untuk awak..dah2..banyakkan bersabar ye..ingat..saya sentiasa ada belakang awak utk sentiasa support awak...namo sedih2 lagi ye

Blogger whitecappuccino SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 10:06 PM  

M dear, sabar yer..i know that it is not easy for you to accept this but believe me, may be there's something better for you.this is not the end of the road. jgn nangis banyak2. i know nanti u akan senyum memanjang..be strong ok!

Blogger aku HaniAsyira SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 10:21 PM  

salam nur firzanah,,

buat pertama kali nya memanggil nama penuh and I'm not call u liselle but ur real name.. dan buat pertama kali akak bahasakan diri sebagai akak.. mungkin terakhir kot..=)

hmmmm.. maybe this is long message for u.. i hope u read it dear.. akak nak ckp sabar maybe it is not suitable for u right now.. u will feel like this is end of the world.. u can't imagine ur future or what u want to do in future.. but right now akak nak ckp menangis lah sehabis mungkin dan harap ini tangisan kesedihan yg terakhir.. org lain maybe ckp jgn sedih tapi akak pernah lalui masa tu nur firzanah..

yeah, when i read ur entry like i want to cry along with u.. seriously... sebab, akak jugak dulu tak dpt pun apa akak mintak.. dan lagi sedih tak dpt satu tawaran pun.. akak tak pernah citer sesiapa except my family about this.. tengok kwn2 dpt masuk mana2 sgt sedih.. menangis siang-malam.. alhamdulillah dpt jugak 2nd intake matrik.. so, akak taw apa yang nur firzanah rasa.. sangat2 tahu..

so, apa yang akak nak ckp just pursue ur study in whatever courses u take next time.. it doesn't mean u cannot achieve ur dream to study in TESL right now.. but,, study hard after this and when u success u can catch ur dream.. believe me.. =)

akak sendiri sampai sekarang mmg tak minat bio.. tapi akak percaya satu hari nanti bila akak betul2 berjaya akak boleh kejar apa yg akak tinggal dulu.. insyaallah.. =)

yours sincerely,,
akak hani.. (for the first time and last time I mention myself 'akak') =)

Blogger zubect SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 11:03 PM  

dear, dont be sad. seriously i don't know how to make u feel better, as i am facing quite similar prob. but u knew it well that Allah is The Greatest Planner ryte? He knows what the best for u. semua nie ada hikmah. cthnye, dulu sy nak sgt2 dapat mass comm, tp dpt bnde laen. and kos yg sy ambk skrg nie mmg sy x tahu ape2 psl bnde nie. tp alhamdulillah, sy selalu score, Allah dah bagi yg terbaik buat sy, so mesti Dia pown buat yg sama utk awk

Blogger Shafiq SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 11:44 PM  

Be patient, miss Firzanah. Allah knows what is much better for you. Don't give up hope.

Blogger HeNRieTTa JoSe SAID ON May 7, 2012 at 11:57 PM  

Please dun cry...ok..is u like....u can write surat rayuan...thee might be second intake....and if im not mistaken, matriculation still open for rayuan....check out their website....

Blogger littledolphin SAID ON May 8, 2012 at 12:19 AM  

i used to feel like you.almost giving up,frustrated with life and everything.

But remember,

perhaps there is a better story behind all of this.

You see,i was really hoping to get into UITM for Mass comm last year,but i wasn't even called for interview.as i was a non bumi.Not really surprising but I was still very disappointed.perhaps because many people gave me hope and said 'i got a friend just like you,dia dapat masuk uitm tau.'

But alhamdulillah,Allah showed an another way,someone was willing to sponsor me to study mass comm in an IPTS.and i feel my current college is even better.cos you see maybe that thing happened to me because god knows that i prefer a multi-cultural environment and i will do better here.And yes i'm doing very good here,alhamdulillah.

so maybe after STPM,if you do well enough,perhaps tiba-tiba you get an scholarship offer from some organizations to study TESL in NZ.kan?

if tesl is really what you want.Go for it.

Would you like to consider ipts as one of your options?maybe you can try unisel.They have tesl,and the fees are reasonable.

again i would like to say,go for TESL if that's what you really want.Passion is important.Sometimes,God doesnt give us what we want,sebab nak tengok sejauh mana kita akan berusaha utk mendapatkannya.It does NOT NECESSARILY means an another course is a better path for you.

try all options first,bila dah habis semua options baru lah ikut flow, :)

Blogger Mira Mohamed :) SAID ON May 8, 2012 at 1:04 AM  

hi liselle. i'm sorry for you. as i thought the same way that you think, that the interviewer will choose you. but its ok, manusia hanya merancang tapi Allah yang akan menentukan. I can't find any words to convince you as all the other comments above is the best. BE STRONG AND STAY BELIEVE. be strong that whatever happen, your passion will never die. and stay believe that you will doing great in TESL. if not today, maybe later in the future. keep praying. endless love and support for you. :)

Blogger reenapple SAID ON May 8, 2012 at 1:28 AM  

alaa... jgn la sedih. Everything happens for a reason dear.. trust me.. =)

Blogger kay_are SAID ON May 8, 2012 at 10:47 AM  

aku taktau nak cakap pe.. speechless.. to be honest, when you post about your interview session, im really impress, you really do a good job fluently speaking and answering question. Even aku pun tak leh jawab macam yang ko jawab tu. So, memang aku terkejut yang ko tak dapat that seat. Ape pun, im sure GOD already has a better plan for you isnt it? So, believe in that and live your life ok? chill!

Blogger CaDLyNN SAID ON May 8, 2012 at 12:17 PM  

liselle..sabar ye..
mungkin Allah dah tetapkan yg lebih besar dan lebih best untuk liselle..as i said b4...just do ur best..n the rest...kite kene tawakal ye :)

Blogger Mr.Clive SAID ON May 9, 2012 at 10:51 PM  

hey hey...pull your acts together...chill... :)
there's always something better for each and everyone of us here...
tell u what...i applied for Shell last year.was in the final round of interview,and it was tough.i felt i did well,unfortunately it was not up to me.what happened?i didn't get the job.
but it's okay.what im doing at the moment is more than i could ever ask for.i love it.
so u see,God works in mysterious ways that we find it very hard to understand and predict.

Blogger Boni JLL3 SAID ON May 10, 2012 at 12:22 AM  

liselle..ingat tau pesanan2 saya tu..hehehe. dont ever give up in ur life.. u r the bestest from the other.. remember that

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