7th May,my future will arrive! Whether they decided to accept me or...they just...entertained by my jokes and my babbles until they forgot to tick my name! Huhuhu
Great expectations bring great frustrations,so I'm kinda hope but not too high? Actually I was hoping that I could really....get the seat.Everyday I pray for my best friend and I so we can study together and I also pray for my fellow bloggers so we can achieve what we always wanted.Mom told me "If Allah didn't give what you want,it means that He has something Bigger for you".
"If I couldn't get Uitm's TESL....I will enter Form 6,and then I'll forget TESL! Looks like I have to find something else..."I said..in a little frustration
Mom:"No,you can't,this is the thing that you're good at.If you didn't get it.Allah has something better maybe your future will be brighter with Form 6 and I want you to undo your mistakes.Prove to everyone that you're serious this time...because you never did anything serious before."
Me:"Heh....the interview is the first serious thing I ever done! I even told them I dedicated the interview for your birthday as a birthday present.I've became the lawyer to myself...telling them I deserve to be given a second chance..to prove..my SPM is not a thing to be judged."
Mom:"We must have a second alternative,as a back up plan.I always pray for you every night and day,so you can get what you want."
My mom was right...I never been serious,I always take things too easy....Life is a joke?Life is game?
Maybe this is the right time that I have to start things seriously...I saw my work that has been abandoned for...almost 2 months...4 projects under the dust..my driving licence! Oh man...time is ticking...my licence would die on the 9th May...Die Die Die!<----What's the suitable term to determine the death of a driving licence?Hahaha! Direct translation :P.I never fully used my brain to think...sorry brain T_T.
Lately I've been dreaming about going to school...I didn't get TESL??Did I?
All I can do is now pray and tawakal.Dear Allah,You know what's best for me...But I want Tesl so bad...I don't want to go to school!Please! T_T....If my intentions are right...to help people to understand the world...then please help me to help them...
Ps:/Sorry about the darkness effect for my video,hehe :P.Somehow I wish I could be like Ryan Seacrest,Liselle Seacrest? Mwehehehe.Well I'm away so I hope that you have a nice day :D.I will blog crossing at your blogs when I'm visible :).
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