Hesitated to answer the call,I finally touched the answer button...a female voice was heard,I guess it was okay...maybe an old friend of mine who tried to contact me but this call was different...
"Hello,boleh saya cakap dengan Firzanah?" in a serious tone,my heart was racing...who is this person?
"Yea,saya....siapa ni? I answered her slowly.....
"Saya nak tanya awak,awak kenal tak ******?" she continued the conversation asking me about the person that I just wrote about,the person that I loved...I couldn't answer her...I was shocked+afraid= *about to die* when she asked me that.All I could think of whether is something bad happened to him? Or is this his ex?..my tongue was tied to answer her question...my mouth was sealed...I couldn't speak.
"Awak ni....siapa?" I asked her slowly,but she wouldn't tell me who she is....
"Hey! Saya tanya awak ni awak kenal dia ke tak,hello???" She was still on the phone waiting for my answer...my hands were shaking,I feel like I'm drowning in ice water...my hands and feet turned cold...I left my phone on my make up table....I could still hear her unanswered Hellos...my heart beat was speeding up....I left my phone with silence,until she finally ended the call. Six miscalls towards after...If she is his ex or current girlfriend,she can have him. I wouldn't even know him if he won't start first...I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do,I switched off my phone after that.
Minutes later,I decided to call my best friend and told her everything,she was pretty curious and asked me how that girl has my phone number? And besides my best friend,would there be anybody else know about me and that guy?Perhaps my readers,mwehehe!
I began to make assumptions,maybe she take a look at his phone,probably found our conversations and that she started calling me after she found out and bla bla bla. Okay I was paranoid,freaked out because I never deal with situation like this and it is stupid to fight just because of a guy! I mean there are millions of other guys in this world,fighting because of one guy? Please~ her voice seems to be very common,it's like the voice that I heard almost everyday.
Then...I remembered that the number was familiar,there's a girl who borrowed my phone to text someone and sent to the unknown number...that is it! I'm calling my house mate!
"Eh,D,kau ada call aku tak tadi?" I asked my house mate+my college bestie+roommate ehehe D is 3 in 1!
"Hahahaha! Ada ada! Aku la tue! Saje bergurau.Amboi sayang betul kau kat dia...sampai tak jawab aku tnya,takkan tak kenal suara aku. Kan aku pernah text kt no ni? D answered with laughter
"Jangan bergurau macam tu lagi,boleh mati aku sakit jantung! Gila! Mujur kau bukan ex dia ke girlfriend dia ke haish....takut tahu tak?" Okay....I took her joke seriously.
"Laaa,sorry aku tak sangka la kau takut sampai macam tu sekali,baru je nak gaduh hahaha! Kau ni cepat give up la,haha bukan nak berebut!" said D.
"Bukan cepat give up la.....tolerate namanya, berebut? Hehe takkan la nak berebut kalau orang tu dah berpunya =.='.Karang gaduh pasal lelaki boleh putus persahabatan tahu tak? Please jangan kenakan aku macam ni lagi" that was my last statement.
"Putus persahabatan???? Jangan doe!!! Ok ok aku tak buat lagi,heeee.Bila kau nak jumpa dia? Tahun depan kan? Nak ikut!" D felt sorry after I told her that...I'm afraid..
D,I don't know whether I can face him in front of my eyes next year...I just want to see him from far.