Heyho, hiatus for several months......from a flowery field of words my blog just turn into a desert of dust. My mind goes crazy when the things that I wanted to tell the world......can't be spoken out...there's no excitement when I want to open my mouth...there's just no Livin La Vida Loca...urgh? Sorry I was just listening to this song and the word for crazy in Spanish is Loca. Yea...and people start to miss me around here right? Yes...No...Maybe? Pffft okay I get it...only my cat misses me that much :P.

888, the figure of LUCK for Chinese and the symbol of INFINITY, 8 means stable or the infinite of calculation,hey I'm not a math genius or a Chinese Feng Shui specialist or whatever...I'm writing about the dream that I had for the past almost two years....erm... Maybe a year and 4 months. Hurm, dreaming the same person all over again....sounds crazy? Yea sometimes when I woke up I just banged my head on the wall....so who's that person? Let just say a not so mysterious guy. Do I know him? Technically yes.....physically no.

I dreamed about this not so mysterious guy for 8 times.....including last year, different locations,different environment, 2 similar expressions and last but not least.....the dreams never come to an end. So after recorded this guy in my memory, this 8th time dream was really stressful.... I mean like I had a fight with this not so mysterious guy....and I feel bad about it until now. Of course people would say....come on you just think too much or it's just your mind games. Your imaginations are too wild....heh I had to admit that my imaginations really caused me a lot of trouble. Too much of thinking hurts the heart and kill my brain.

The more I try to forget this not so mysterious guy.....the more he showed up...in my mind. Every single day, every second, every breath I take...ok that's too over hehehehehe. So is it LUCK or INFINITY? Lucky to be running around my mind...or this madness will continue to stuck in my brain for Infinity? For INFINITY and BEYOND said Buzz Lightyear.... and 1 of the dreams was still fresh to be rewind, I met this not so mysterious guy on this red bridge with his face was leaning down and at the same time he was smiling while he was listening to the things I've said....but in every dream that I had about this not so mysterious guy....he only smiles and never say a word to me even though the last dream I was fighting with him....and all I can see is his expressions.

I don't know when this is going to end....but I wish in some way to make this not so mysterious guy understand.....that I always have him lingering around in my mind. You're just so different