KFC just have the best krushers for desserts aren't they and so does human being. Crush....the big crush, the small crush, is there any medium size of crush...as a matter of fact do they even have sizes?! okay....I'm on a strict diet actually bwerk..no more sweet stuff....so why do I even write about crushes anyway?
The answer is simple, they just can't leave my mind. Wait...did I just typed "THEY"? There's just one person who really can't leave my mind though.....and he is...the not so mysterious guy. Yes! I wrote about him for several of times...in my previous blogposts...no you can't find the posts anymore because I deleted them for security purpose :P. Let's just say.....you would know this guy if you read my blog for the past a year back then. May I proceed? Thank you :3
Ok this not so mysterious guy.....really has a big impact in my life. Whenever I wake up, his name would popped out ....maybe it's a good morning greet, whenever I had to study....his face would like popped out again....I can say.....he always there in my mind. Sometimes I wonder whether he experience the same thing as I did. I have no reason....WHY do I even like the guy that I never actually met. Does meeting him in my dreams count? 14 times......it's killing my brain though and my bestfriend keep telling me that I'm crazy.
Dude, it's not crazy....it's just a little hallucination. I decided to take risk to see this guy in person, maybe one day if I didn't get the SHY ATTACK. I always hide when that happens...I can't promise when....but 1 day we'll meet each other or even just having a cup of coffee....ok now it sounds too old fashioned...
More than a year I guess.....
Apple and Si Baju Putih, they are the sweetener to my daily tea....I've seen them almost everyday in college. I like them both but not really like like just like. What is this nonsense!? Like means ordinary, like like is a little bit more than ordinary see the double likes. Ok...you might be drifted into my insanity too if you read this.
When my friends ask whether I misses him....I try to deny but it just won't work....
I wish there's a way of telling this not so mysterious guy about the dreams I had about him because most of them are too sweet to be true and I was only having one bad dream about him....gosh...most of my friends keep talking about me and the way I acted lately seems very...feminine....yeah which is very worrying. I do miss him and I admit it okay...I lowered my ego level. Somehow I miss the time when we first had a conversation....how it started and bla bla bla, never trust digital love.
Watch Catfish on MTV? How many people are fooled with fake profile pictures and identity? It's just heartbreaking....most people have their crushes right? Make sure it wasn't a digital one...because you never know who you might deal with :O !
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