May,I welcome you with open hearts and I'm waiting for the big day....May 7th...the date when my life will completely change! 350 degrees....So where the other 10 degrees?? I got to save it for something,hehehe maybe I'll keep my inner child till the end of my life.I forgot that I grew up,I'm almost 18....when I look at other people that nearly my age,the question that will pops out in my brain is "Whoa! She must be older than me!" ehehehe well what can I do? My growth is kinda...stopped early hehe.
When I was a kid,I always wonder why grown ups don't like toys anymore?
I mean whenever I entered Toy's R Us,my legs wont stop running at almost every section that filled with toys<----I couldn't control my excitement actually hehehe
If I got a chance to choose a toy to be bought, my heart will be bloomed like a Sunflower!
My smile will last until I got bored with my toys and then I want a new one....erkk I got bored easily.Kids don't be like me,I'm a very spoiled child hehehe don't ask your parents with ridiculous requests!
And then I grow up,my feelings towards toys are.....fading,so I guess I found the answer for my question "Why grown ups don't like toys anymore?".We change when our age gets older.We begin to realise about reality and leaving our fantasy.
When I get older,all the things that I wanted to know so badly slowly saying hello to me "Hey,I'm your answer right here".Oh now I know why....Aha! Okay..I understand now.There's no question that doesn't have any answer but when there's no question then there's no answer.Hehehehe you might having a very confusing moment reading today's entry....but I'm happy if you can understand what I'm trying to say or should I say "type".
Till now,my birthday cards will end with this quote "Although you're __ but you're still a baby to me"
My mom told me that she misses the old me that used to be a very bright and a cheerful girl.Sorry mom...I've change a lot after an incident that make me become a beast and a monster....but I'm still me though I don't smile like I used to,and I don't laugh like I used to.People change and I'm one of them,maybe you don't want to see me grow up and I will leave you sooner or later but....it doesn't mean that I'll forget you.When I see my old photos<--- I'm young in old photos heheh!,How happy am I at that moment and how cheerful am I back then....okay now I begin to miss my old days...
May,I hope you can give me enough time to change,
1.Control my temper
2.Find the lost me
3.UPU's result
4.Form 6 or Uitm?
5.Adios mi casa or Hello school...
Happy May everyone!
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