Hmmm after watching Friend Zone on MTV,I've been thinking that some people are meant to be friends instead being lovers.It's true!

I had an experience with A,we've been friends for almost 4 years but 1 day,things went kinda into a whole new level.From best friend to lovers.....okay we decided to give it a shot because both of us were having the same feelings towards each other.You love me,me love you back.<----kiddies stuff

It was awkward,we aren't free to talk about things that we used to talk.Controlling manners,and it wasn't cool!We stopped trying to be lovers after a week but our friendship that used to be "Awesome" wasn't awesome anymore....epic fail.

Now from best friends,to normal friends.We aren't close like we used to.Everything changed,he's a year older than me and likes girls that beyond our age...his current gf is 25....I was suprised with that. Keep it on the friend zone,hehehe.I was very shy to boys but my best friends are boys....<----I know I'm also confused with myself.

Avoiding the social occasions,that was not working out.I was so nervous when I went into a party when a guy that keep staring until my hands were shaking while holding the bowl.Everyone was looking at me when they saw my bowl are having "Gravyquake" instead of earthquake. Whoosh,I need to attend a seminar for public relation to overcome this problem!

The weird thing is,when it comes to performing on stage,all the shyness and the anxiety were Poofed gone! I wish my nerves would gone too during the driving test.Now my current best buddy is a guy too!
He's a genius for add maths,I always learn from him so yeah we're close but some people think that we are in some kind a relationship.We kept telling No,the more we say no,The more people say Yes.
So there are some guys that meant to be friends and some guys are meant to be our soulmates :D

 *This is a scheduled post,I'm away at the moment*

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