I left my blog for 2 weeks O_O,Why? I become a personal assistant and also a secretary. Managing my boss's meetings and pack her stuff,iron her clothes,travelling with her. Full time job? Yeah! Huhuhu busy week! Well I work like a butler,for a female butler I might be call as a "butleress" not a maid,I can't even manage my own life hehe and then I become a personal assistant? Pretty weird,and my boss...she's my own mom so I guess it wouldn't be any problem hehehe!

Ok,I almost reach my 300th post but today,I'm going to unveil~ to reveal~ to expose~ another weird case of mine and that is being a Shy Kiciuś. Kiciuś means Cat in Polish,originated from Poland~ Kiss Kiss Kitty XD. Muahahaha! Okay. I got an extreme shyness which need to be reduced. There are many stupid things that might happen and the silly things I do when I got shy.
Shy Cat?


1. Run to my room and sink my face in my pillow and scream
2. Hide behind my friends if I walk with them
3.Roll on my bed hugging a pillow
4.Keep my face down when talking and walking
5.Standing by the door......*it could lasts for hours*
6.Put my face on the wall
7.Crying with shame
8.Hide in small places
9.Laugh on every sentences I've said *during talking*
10.Shaking *in occasions this always happen*

Terrible aren't they? Whenever I want to control my shyness when talking,something would stop me from talking too much...something would block me from expressing myself in front of other people.There's one incident that almost make me faint because of being too shy and blushed all over....gosh.....I don't want to remember about that anymore...*traumatic*.Luckily my friends understand me so they always calm me down...truth to be told...I get blushed even on Facebook... =.='

Being shy can make people respect you,but being too shy.....it's hard to survive.There are only few people who I can really cope with and when I start to live with them,they finally know how crazy I am hehehe. Most of my friends first impressions about me is being "ARROGANT". I admit,I won't smile or even talk to other people unless they start first.When they get to know me,I'm not the kind of person that they imagine I would be.There are a lot of things that I always wanted to do but the shyness always become a thick wall that stop me.

My semester break is almost over and I want to change to become a better person,a brand new me! A brand new Liselle Moncherie who don't get shy too much! I want to break free from this chain of shyness that locked me up from doing things that I wanted to do.During my debates, my lecturer told me that I had to reduce my shyness since I could talk but I just seemed "invisible" to others.I just don't know why I become this way....I could do a public speaking but when it comes to communicating with others....I failed! Maybe I'm scared of people....scared of people?? I'm not an alien to be scared of people...oh wait alien abduct people =.='....Mom told me I spend too much time being alone and that's why I become "allergic" to people.I think that's kinda true...kinda....I talk with cats....they always just say Meow to what I've said.What a great feedback! I need to stop though....the shyness meter just increased.




So if you guys have any tips or special remedy to help me curb this problem of mine,you could always leave comments :)

Win and Won,two words that carry the same meaning but different spelling according to time (past tense).Yes,I've Won! The essay competition for Diabetic Patient's Story held by Ampang Puteri Hospital,it was my luck I guess.Actually I don't have diabetes...it's just a favor of mine to help my cousin.She was warded by the time I had to sit for my finals,no one was there to take care of her after my other cousin had to go to work....so I decided to take a break for a while,my last paper was 9 days away so I got time to study for my last paper.After all she is my cousin and she always helps me whenever I got a problem and I should do something in return.

I took the KTM alone....from Nilai where the train stuck for almost half and hour...not to mention it was raining..and I had to carry my bags and also my Varsity Jacket,I finally dropped off at Bandar Tasik Selatan where I had to take the LRT,it's been years that I didn't take the LRT huhu...it was way different than I remembered...they have tokens now! I bought a token to Ampang and I was confused which platform where I have to wait....although they put the signs...which didn't help me much...as I expected...I was on the wrong train..they were going backwards instead of going forward! Ok this is my fault....well it doesn't hurt to go out for a little air right? :P

The train was so packed like a tin of sardines,the only difference is they look like humans! Okay I was heading to Chan Sow Lin *I don't know how to spell* then to Pudu...so I waited until the third stop and that is Pasar/Plaza/Bazaar Rakyat. How about my token? They would surely sound the alarm if I passed the "gate"..... the gate was far from the second platform but they have securities and guards....Luckily..I don't have to pass the gate.....so after I get down the escalator..I ran to other side quickly and there I was... I made it to the other side! Yeayy! without having notice~Phew!

The second train was not so full,there were only few people and many empty seats waited to be seated.As I'm trying to sit on the seat...suddenly the train moved with speed and I fell on the seat while my bags were rolling on the floor...okay that was embarrassing....I looked around I saw few people covering their giggles..hmm it was the train's fault! Nevermind,as long as I get on the correct train everything would be fine.

Ampang is the last station,I took a cab to Ampang Puteri and Voila~ I made it..travelling all by myself.It's the second time I've been doing this travelling thing alone after I ran away from my hostel...that I've told in my previous post Moncherie's Mischief . 5th floor Room 518,she texted me earlier. I walked into the room like a Prince with a shining armor from a long time ago,trying to save the two Princesses in a tower... and my two cousins were there watching tv,indeed they were surprised to see me coming with my face shining bright with oil and I was panting with exhaustion...huhu it was a long way though...:P I forgot to park my horse...ok cut the Prince part :P.


"Nasib baik Jaja ada, Kak Jue nak pergi kerja dah ni,boleh la Jaja jaga Kak Putih,bawak buku kan?" said my cousin Kak Jue.

"Yes!" I answered her with enthusiasm! When Kak Jue went to work,I took care of my Kak Putih,she is the fairest in our family and that's why her name is Putih..although her real name is Zahirul Balkhis.A doctor came in,she needed an essay about my cousin's history of having a diabetes...she told it was a competition for diabetic patients.The most interesting story wins!

My cousin couldn't write since her hands are wired...she is not a left-handed like me and she is way tired to think of anything... so I had to write for her, I interviewed her on how she got diabetes and start writing...and let the magic works~ :P. Well it's been 4 days I've been taking care of her..air-conditioned and I didn't even sweat...that made me feel like I'm floating.....but that won't stop me writing although I feel kinda dizzy,shaky and High* because I didn't have enough sleep...I can say it's like being drugged huhu...I finished the essay on 4.25 am.......few seconds after that I passed out on the table with a pen in my hand....


I finally opened my eyes when the sun almost burned my face..12.15 pm...I saw my cousin was watching tv..she can be discharged after 5.00 pm.Finally! Phew...

Waiting...after waiting for my result to pop out,my eyes finally gets tired so I decided to sleep. I don't have the guts to check my result actually...since my effort was only like 50% but I was thinking to get the DEAN,In your dreams Liselle! No Effort,No DEAN! At first I thought my result was totally a mess...I'm worried about my Computer Science because it's the hardest subject for all Mass Comm student.Alhamdullilah~For the 1st Semester

The way I study.....the summary by pictures....