Before I turn 30,which is 12 years more from now.There are things that I always wanted to try,to learn,to feel and to see.

1.Become the first Malay English writer that hit International Best-Sellers books
It doesn't hurt to dream right?Well I'm just hoping that I could become what I always wanted.

2.Learn Archery
Rasulullah SAW encourage muslims to learn Archery and It's pretty cool!Plus...Since Robin Hood has retired...I guess I should take his place.Liselle Hood :D!

3.Learn to Ride Horses
This is also an encouragement from Rasulullah SAW.It's also good for health,for example strengthening the backbone :D.

4.Learn to play the guitar from the Guitar Legend SLASH
Well it sounds almost impossible,hey we never know our chances right?hehehe

5. Travelling to every part of the world
I love to travel! Hehe I would like to go to Afrika,and see lions and tigers by a Jeep.Oh my...how beautiful! The Sun and the Moon both appears bigger than we've seen from other countries.What a wonderful world indeed....Japan,USA,Italy and Ukraine wait for me T_T I'll try my best!
Riding Camels in Saudi Arabia & not to forget,to perform The Hajj.Oh Sahara Desert,1 day I'll be there with my camels! Hehehe.

6.Bungee Jumping and Sky Diving
I only manage to try Repelling,Rock Climbing and Flying fox...but I want to Sky Dive and Bungee Jumping after this! In 2010,I almost lost my life on the rope during the flying fox ride I slipped from the standing spot because my feet can't reach the plank....I left some protective gear...I'm glad I'm still alive phew.....my mom was there and she refuse to see me fall XD.Mom I'm still alive!!!

So there are 6 things that I want to do before I turned 30 and before I can close my eyes forever.These are the only things I ever wished to do.Now and always,not less or more.So what happens after I turned 30? Well I'll be relaxing in an apartment......with 4 cats named Fluffy,Cuffy,Huffy,Puffy<---All males hewhew.You guys are welcomed to visit me :D.Hehehe well these are just my ridiculous wishes that might come true :D.Dare to dream :)

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Before we all start blogging back in the days when they were no internet in our houses,
When laptops were super heavy duty and thick,IBM and Apple were the top branded Laptops
Only elite businessmen own them....

Where were we kids expressing ourselves?That was the time when papers and empty exercise books were filled with our hand drawn doodles and also our words......some of  us might own a diary or even diaries.....including me! I'm allergic to Dairy products (lactose intolerance) but I love to have a Diary :D.Those days the spirit of "updating" a diary manually without jumping on the keyboard and make typos like a typo hippo! I have to edit and repost it and again there are still typos...The Typo Hippo Syndrome XD.



The Pencils and Erasers used to be our writing companions....and not to forget the Pens!
Ideas are like water and our brains are the sponge absorbing the greatest ideas that flows in our brains.Spongebobs are in our brains and pink like Patrick's?
Glow and flow~Those were the times that we didn't even know what blog is.Now we just have to blog it out!

Under the mattress was a perfect spot to hide a diary....I got to admit,my dad likes to steal my diary...it's embarrassing!To read all my secrets and my feelings.....when my dad got his hands on my diary he will read it loudly during dinner.....and I will banged my head on the wall...showing the sign of being humiliated.I started writing a diary since 2005,when I was 11 and having the Seven Eleven Slurpee crave.The diary was the greatest treasure I ever kept.Words are beautiful,but sometimes hurtful too.I wrote everything in English.That's why I got a B+ for my Bahasa Melayu. XD


My friends always ask me how to write English essays,I'm afraid I don't have any clear explanation or even an answer for that.I just write what I want and sometimes even the ideas are flowing too fast.I don't have any secrets to be good in English.All I do is watch cartoon without subtitles and always have everything in my mind in English before I start writing :).How can I know whether my sentence is wrong? hmm If the sentence sounds right,I assumed that I've did a correct sentence.<---Instict? I guess XD.

Thanks to Bro Kay_Are for writing the awesome recommendation :D.I really appreciated it and also I would like to thank to you for reading my blog :)

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Like I said...."I'm No Genius"
Till now,some of my friends and relatives can't accept my awful SPM result.

"Ish tak boleh terima result Jaja, dia tu budak bijak mak,Shira tahu la Syira kawan dia,ini mesti sebab dia pindah sekolah baru tu,kalau tak pindah mesti result dia bagus" my senior..Kak Shira told her mom about that....and then her mom told my mom XD

"Tak boleh percaya result dia" also my senior Kak Shifa

My cousins Kak Putih and Kak Jue were also.....thought the same.
Since I was a kid,people always have the first impression about me being a clever person.The fact is I'm not clever or smart...I'm ordinary!

It's hard to change people first impression towards me.Sometimes when other people see me they thought that I'm a university student.....even though I didn't get the offer to attend any interviews XD.Maybe my characters seem very convincing to others.I hate to lie,I only get private colleges offers~ Uitm? Nah~ Who wants a student that is DUNCE?If I own a white house,there would not be any problems to get into a private college =.='

"You really look like a very smart person you know,Like a university student" said Aunty Mahani.
Yea probably the looks~ I'm no genius though.

Me: I don't feel anything,I feel normal but why others don't believe me?
Kak Jue: Sebab orang ingat Jaja pandai.
Me: I'm No Genius
Kak Jue: Jaja,everyone is born smart,everyone is smart cuma dia kne pandai amik peluang

I became Blurred...

Kak Jue: Jaja tak payah tgok contoh jauh-jauh,tgok kak Jue ngan Kak Putih je,Kak Jue ada Dip. dlm IT Kak putih ade SPM je.Siapa yg jadi manusia skrg? Tgok Keadaan Kak Jue mcm mana? Mestilah Kak Putih yg jadi manusia sbb walaupun dia SPM tapi dia smart amik peluang sekarang Bank Executive.Kak Jue? Selalu berhenti kerja. Sebab Kak Jue tak pandai nak amik peluang mcm Kak Putih.Yang banyaknya dia nak experience,lagi satu Kak Jue nak pesan....always dengar nasihat mama jaja.

And then a flashback of a Uitm lecturer told me "We do not look based on papers,you really have to be outstanding for the interview".....yeah I know that...Am I outstanding? I don't think so.Did I have been called for any interviews?No!Hahaha now I guess now that you look based on papers.I feel like digging my own grave,a grave with no name.Firzanah means "The Wise" I guess....I don't deserve the name...



Looks like I have to get back to school,get 4 principals and then forget TESL.I will be taking Law,like my mom always wanted.Everything happens for a reason,I'm accepting things the way they are but some people....they just don't believe me....again I'm No Genius.Form 6 then!

Impossible Don't Exist,I still believe that somehow....I could be a drummer or even travel to Saudi Arabia riding camels.Who knows?


Thanks Sis Deno for this cute Doodle portrait of me!Hehehe Pink Is My New Obsession~

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Jealous,Jelly,Jell-O
The terms that people use to describe their Jealousy~

Sometimes there are times when we get jealous with someone's achievement like...a presentation :)
"Oh maaan,Why didn't I think of doing that first?!"
Well it's normal to be jealous!

Why God created "Jealousy"?
To make us improve ourselves.....in a very good way. Not by sabotaging other people's work~
Jealousy makes us always try to figure out the best way for us to be good at something.

When you see other people's work and feel offended with their good marks,it means we have to strive harder,so we can be better! :D

But when we get jealous to things that we aren't supposed to be....well it's not cool.

Like when we get jealous to a person that is far richer than us...let them be,they deserve that because of their effort or maybe just inherited the wealth from their hard working ancestors...

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    Prince Zaque

    You just envy
    Coz my parents bought me a Chevy

    
    

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Sometimes we even jealous to good looking people....."Baby they were born that way...artificial beauty helps too" Life isn't always about beauty~ Everyone has their own beauty! :)

Natalie Portman you're so gorgeous!
Huhuhu

What I try to type is.....Jealousy is good for us to be better
but when it comes to too jealous....it ain't good.Don't sabotage,work for it :D!

Labels: Truth But In Ridiculousness

There are always days when we don't know what kind of stories that we want to post...

When there's too much ideas = Which one would be a good story?
When there's no idea= What am I going to write???Fap Fap Fap :P


When I have too much ideas,there would be problems...the words are scrambled up,scramble eggs taste better :D.My excitement will influence my typing and you'll notice this symbol (!) at the end of almost every sentences.The joy of writing! My ideas are not perfectly arranged in sequence...when I start typing,suddenly another idea will come up for the previous paragraph....and then another...so....I had to jump to the previous paragraph that I wrote earlier to add my ideas.The situation will also continues after writing new paragraphs... =.='.Tiredness...will slow my blog crossing sessions.

How about when the time that I have no ideas?
This is also a problem.....when I have nothing to think of...I'll become angry with myself.An then I end up sleeping.I'm currently ran out ideas right....Sleep? I'm at my mom's office,not a comfortable place to sleep =.='.Blog crossing time! :D

What about the normal days and writing normal posts?
Normal days are the days when I "Spontaneously" sharing things that I feel like sharing to others.The matters are usually based on my moods.

So I guess today is the day that I have the WRITER'S BLOCK

Labels: Truth But In Ridiculousness

2004,the year that I just turned 10 and the school would have a field trip to Bukit Merah Laketwon Resort in 2 months....but when I ask my parents' permission.....I  begged them with my biggest eyes until they felt like popping out from the eyes sockets but it didn't work and only worsen the situation.

"No" was the answer,I couldn't accept the word "NO" so I asked my mother what's the real reason she wouldn't allow me to join the school trip.Questions after questions....the truth finally surrender!

"Budget tak cukup".....so that was the real thing,she could just told me earlier so I didn't have to figure out the tricks to make my parents allow me to join the school trip...waste of ideas XD.
The problem doesn't stop there,I still want to join the school trip by hook or crook hanged by Captain Hook's crooks<-----additional flavour to the idiom, not bad eyh?

I was thinking what could I do to earn money instead of begging from mom and dad,suddenly an idea just broke into my brain without knocking....thank god my brain isn't made from glass phew!
So what's the idea? Selling my old stuff! The stuff that I didn't even use anymore.... my toys were so cool in 2004 so yeah I did sell them.My friends love them,so my friends bought them and the money level goes Ka-Ching! $.$ Cash in baby~

Still it wasn't enough for the other expenses,all my used-to-be cool toys sold out.I got nothing to sell,but then I was too hungry after doing a lot of thinking...hey the tummy thought for me too."I'm thinking what are you going to eat if you didn't have enough money?"said my tummy translator after the sound of "Blerrrrrrrrrp,blurrrrrp".I went to the kitchen and open the fridge VOILA!!! There were mom's pickles
2 big containers were filled by her experiment pickles.She just learnt to make pickles and decided to try making them on her own.

My eyes were like Ka-Ching for the 2nd time,I stole my mom's pickles and packed them using small plastics,they were actually my birthday party left-over plastics...I brought them to school,again my friends swarmed around me like bees.My mom's pickles was a big hit! Ouh money money money!

Money comes in,pickles go out.Finally,I almost ran out of pickles and my mom was curious why her pickles are getting lesser everyday....I had to tell her the truth and prepare myself to face her.This time,things might went too far,but she took it in a funny way.She laughed at me! She told me that it was a really good way to earn money by myself.I'm being independent mwehehehe! The pickles really brought me a lot of fortune and my parents were "amazed" by my effort to earn money by myself so they let me join the school trip!

Now,whenever I see jars of pickles.The flashback of mom's pickles keeps rewinding in my memory and mom and I will laugh at each other.It was a good time though,it does feel good when we earn money by ourselves.

Labels: Truth But In Ridiculousness

Labels: Truth But In Ridiculousness

Ever heard of "Life is like a spinning wheel?" or "What goes around comes around?"<----Seriously I imagined a spinning hula hoop on someone's hips!

Good days can stay for the whole week and sometimes the bad days conquer the whole week..

Not to forget "What comes up,must comes down" score touchdown! <---Houston we got a problem,crash landing in 5,4,3,2,1.....BOOM!

Those words are from "Legendary Anonymous Philosophers" but now I'm gonna prove you that we youngsters might be replacing the "Legendary Philosophers" into "Epic Philosophers!".It takes a lot of thinking to simplify the complex things to be the simplest things in our lives,like an economy subject.Luck isn't always be around us,even fortune cookies can't bring you luck.Not so fortunate after all,sorry Cookie Monsters better luck next time!

Life is fair only sometimes we see things that might be fair for us and not fair for other people and so does when other people see things that might be fair for them but they don't seemed fair for us......still can't reach the meaning?

 Reality check:
At the 'Mamak' restaurant,there was a long queue at the counter.You were the last person that queue to pay the bills for your meals.Luckily,your friend almost get his/her turn to pay then he/she called you to queue behind his/her.
You felt that it is lucky and fair,but....

What do other people that got there first found out that you "over-take" their turns?
"What the...!I got here first!"<----Angry Anonymous

A doughnut has a really beautiful topping,especially at the Big Apple Donuts.Try to flip the backside of the doughnut,it's plain and no cream at all.

The topping= good days
Backside= plain or bad days

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